Just as our physical body needs daily nourishment in order to survive our soul needs daily connection with God in order for us to grow spiritually and remain strong in our faith.
As a creator it is your responsibility to determine the purpose of your creation likewise it is up to God to determine the purpose of His creation.
Hope is trusting God and having faith that He not only knows what is best for your life but He desires the best for your life.
Don't ever give up. Don't ever lost sight of hope. Don't ever feel like you're not good enough or a failure. We all stumble and fall but despite our weaknesses God does have a unique plan for your life.